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BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I scared you.
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[25 Mar 2002|09:03pm] |
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I havn't been here in a while. I am at Erica's. We are watching 200 Cigarettes. Disneyland tomorrow! YAY! Its been like 3 years. Erica and I are going too have so much fun. Pirates of the Caribean is closed. Mmmmmm... sleep. 41 hours now sleep. "How do you like your eggs in the morning? Scrambled or fertilised." I giggle quite a lot. Hmmm... Zzzzzz... sleep. Yawn... Sleep.
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[24 Mar 2002|06:27am] |
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Woohoo! weird survey on kitty kat's old school journal..
Name: Dagny Isadora
Birthday: 1.3.86
Height: too tall.
Eyes: Hazel
Hair: Blondish brownish.
Nicknames: Daggers mostly.
Screen name: rockyandpulp, pulppixie.
Hometown: Sweet Old San Diego
Birthplace: Boulder Colorado
School: Does hell fit or is that too nice?
favorite....
shampoo/conditioner: herbal essences... but thats too expensive, so the stuff that smells like cherry pie... (orgasm)
color: ORANGE!
pillow: Spongebob Squarepants.
pets: Annie cause Vesper is annoying and sheds.
movie: Rocky Horror, Pulp Fiction, Magnolia, Requiem... the list goes on.
book: Requiem
type of music: N/A its too varied... but at the moment: Dashboard, Pink Floyd, Zepplin, Jimmy Eat World.
car: non existant.
food: cherries and whipped cream.
ice cream: i love all ice cream dearly.
soda: mr. pibb.
shoes: ORANGE CONVERSE.
sport to watch: there is no sport worth existing let alone watching.
holiday: currently erica's birthday.
have you ever....
drank alcohol: when i was 2.
broken the law: i made a terrorist death threat not too long ago. some people take themselves too seriously. (not you jessica, the cop.)
gotten a piercing or tattoo: nope.
if so where: n/a
had sex: 6-3-02... hehehe.
been in love: yes.
with: hmm... maybe you'll find out later.
ran away from home: nope, but i am going to run away to live on somebody's bed.
broken a bone: i chipped my front tooth when i was 3.
played strip poker: nope. memo to me: do that.
medical emergency: hm... nope.
beat up: nope.
been overseas: nope. but i leave for england the day after school gets out.
do you remember...
your most humiliating moment: i don't really have one.
your dreams: some.
your first kiss: yes.
the first cd you bought: Save Ferris. 6th grade... damn fine CD.
the future....
school: LMU on Aj's bed.
place to live: Aj's bed.
number of kids: a boy.
names of kids: mercutio.
when was the last time you....
took a shower: a few day ago... i prefer baths.
watched bambi: i could never get through it.
cried: weeks ago =)
got a real letter: years ago.
what is your...
recent obsession: my Thespian project.
most prized possession: all my little momentos.
good luck charm: i would have to say that my orange converse are my most lucky item. i don't know why, but they are.
item I worship most: i don't worship things.
worst song: anything by creed or fuel.
most embarrassing CD: Charlotte Church. (it has sat unopened for 4 years)
favorite thing to look for in the opposite sex: hands.
bedroom is like: there is a big bed.
favorite breakfast: Cinamon Toast Cruch.
best thing to happen today: My project is looking good.
makes you laugh the most: innuendos.
knows the most about me: Melanie most definately.
friend I've had the longest: Billie!
save conversations: only when they hold some signifigance.
favorite person to talk to: Erica and AJ.
save e-mail: i save them all.
how many people on buddy list: 25 drama nerd 24 normal nerds.
go online: yes... a lot.
best lyrics from a song: all of them from "living in your letters"
do you believe in....
true love: yes.
god: nope.
aliens: eh... yeah.
horoscopes: today's was very accurate.
ghosts: nope.
heaven: nope.
hell: nope.
yourself: of course
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| this movie makes no sense. |
[16 Mar 2002|09:28am] |
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hmm... i cannot stop singing this one line from "leaving town." ::oh your reputaion's so golden:: its a damn good song. i got an email today that made me happy and made me want to cry. but alas it has made my day. i love you. erica is here. i am glad that she came home with me last night. i cannot believe that this happened to her. i wish there was something more i could do. but there comes a point where there is nothing i can do but offer her a place to stay and not be alone and an ear to listen. sigh... anywho... there is so much to say and no way to say it.
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| YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! |
[14 Mar 2002|07:18am] |
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YAY! I got our SF pictures and there is not a single bad one! They are all so great. They make me so happy. This has been the best part of my day. They are so wonderful! I cannot describe how wonderful our trip was and now there are pictures!
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| people astound me... |
[12 Mar 2002|05:09pm] |
I cannot fucking believe how low people will stoop. How fucken trecherous (sifl) can you be to do something so horrible to such an amazingly wonderful person. Briana is such a divine godess. The fact that anybody could use her or even not appreciate her beauty is a concept so far from my grasp. I realised today how much I am going to miss her when she goes away. I do not want to think about it now but I have grown rather dependent on having my older and wiser Briana there to always have the right thing to say. I am going to miss knowing whats going on in her life. It struck me today when I got so utterly confused about how anybody could be so wretched to her how much I really do love her. Briana, since I know you will read this... I love you so much and I will never be the same as a result of your being in my life.
---dagneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey.
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[11 Mar 2002|05:55pm] |
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i want to scream in pain.
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| if i had wings i would fly away fly away... |
[10 Mar 2002|12:52am] |
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Tonight was nothing short of beautiful. I love Nicky, Billie and Erica so much. There is something about those boys. They are just so perfect and beautiful to me. Tonight, hearing them play and sing. I was brought to tears. Thank you so much. I love you and all your attractivness.
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| sucking on my brain. |
[09 Mar 2002|10:32am] |
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five bands people should have a listen to:
Jimmy Eat World
Pink Floyd
Ani Difranco
The Who
Nirvana
five things that turn you on about people:
Sense of humor
Smiles
hands
the ability to converse with them for extended periods of time.
artisticness
five songs on your mp3 playlist right now:
3rd Eye Blind (?)- Freshman
Pennywise--try
Fiona Apple- Criminal
Sonny and Cher- The Beat Goes On
Dexter Freebish- Leaving Town
five things people should know about you:
1. I LOVE ERICA!
2. my favourite colour is orange.
3. I am a half assed vegetarian.
4. I cannot dance, but its my favourite thing in the whole world.
5. I am repunzle.
five things on your desk right now:
a) a cup i made in 5th grade
b) a metal feather
c) my mom's school books
d) homecoming photo of me erica and aj
e) Jedi Reader sticker
five things you don't understand about your own gender:
- not being able to leave the house without make up.
- extensions
- sluttieness
- boob jobs.
- ditziness
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| sigh... |
[06 Mar 2002|06:52pm] |
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Sigh... it seems that anytime i write in here i take a deep sigh... it is rather a strange habit of mine. Shall I list my eventful events? Yes you say? okay I will. I realised when I was walking home that it has been almost an entire month since I have spent a day without erica. I love it. She seems to be coming out of her sadness. Which is indescribably good. I cannot stand seeing her be unhappy. I know that I am useless sometimes but I cannot help try as hard as I can to cheer her up. I never know what to say. I hope sometimes in my fumbling for words to comfort my dearest friend I find the right words that help her. I have thinking of a certain male personage more than I should... I command myself to stop.
What
Sex Toy Are You?
Speaking of boys... I am quite officially out of my Andrew stage. 3 in a row... sheesh. That was far too many. But I think that I have gone through all the plausible ones for the moment. I really miss liking somebody. I really love when I can see a boy or talk to them and it'll make my day. I really miss taking the smallest little compliment or gesture as a sign... being giddy for no reason. I am going to laugh quite hard when I begin to like somebody that I have never taken notice of before. I always seem to do that. All of the sudden notice them and BAM. Hmmm... that would be nice. With my current self and my current relationships and activities I don't see room for anybody new. Oh! I yelled at Sunita today. I was so sick of her passive aggressive guilt and power tripping bullshit that I told her. I really do enjoy crew, but I cannot stand it when she will not fucking listen to me because she is the boss. Oh well... I am glad I got this experience. She is nicer to me now. Sometimes people just need reality shoved in their faces to realise that they are actually ordering around people. Not little ferrets or what-not. I LOVE DANIELLE! I just re-fell in love with her today. I never fell out of love with her, but for some reason today it just struck me what a beautifully wonderful person she is. I wrote Sean a letter, I told him that I am so over all the hatred and bull shit that we have gone through. I understand that we are never going to have the amazing relationship that we had, but at the very least I don't want hate between us. Hmmm... I want a weekend that is not planned, but goes so well. Like the ones that we used to have. SO very long ago. It is hard to think that I have known Erica for all of 5 months and look at all that has happened. Its amazing what an impact 1 person can have on your life. Though with me, Erica has been the main person... but the whole drama crowd has brought out such a different side of me. This entry is far too long. I shall go study and all that jazz.
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[02 Mar 2002|11:01pm] |
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| and the beat goes on... |
[01 Mar 2002|06:39pm] |
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I have been listening to "the beat goes on" by sonny and cher non-stop for weeks. it is such a wonderful song. i don't know what it is... it makes me so happy and smiley. "drums keep pounding a rythm through the brain la da da dee." it his has been so long since a song made me this happy... since living in your letters... that was around thanksgiving... wowo. "boys keep chasing girls to get a kiss." i love cher's voice. the weekend in like 7 hours! yay! i seriously cannot wait to spend time with my littlen. yay! dagny is excited! sigh... off to spanish. icky!
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| boy's don't cry. |
[01 Mar 2002|06:58am] |
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dagny: hello.
mom: hi. did you go in and clear your absences?
dagny: no, i totally forgot when i went in.
mom: well now you have a truancy. you need to fix that. i have done my work.
dagny: mom, are you mad at me?
mom: no, i am not mad at you. i am exhausted and freaked out.
dagny: okay mommy, i'm sorry.
mom: its okay.
dagny: i love you.
mom: i love you too.
i honestly don't think that my parents could be handling this any worse. i wish there was more i could do for sister.
on the up side of my life...
This weekend is going to be good fun. Hanging out with Erica, Nicky, Billie and Zach (?). Rehersal... basically good attractive times. Speaking of attractivness, i am now number 3. erica, we are now multiples of 3! hell yes mutha fucka!
Nicky came to rehersal today for an hour or so... but i was at the doctor's so alas i didn't get to hang out with him.
i must scamper off to the land of sweet dreams and all that jazz.
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[26 Feb 2002|09:16pm] |
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today stood out because:
1. I talked to my sister about my life.
2. Paid attention in class and understood what we are doing.
3. Didn't do my English presentation. Step down. I can talk like there is no tomorrow.
4. I induced a Briana smile.
5. Scampered about with my Erica.
6. Went to Kellen's. I havn't talked to him in so long. We really oughta hang out more. I really do love that kid.
7. Rehersal... BORING! cause Erica and I had too much homework to play.
8. Billie was not there. ::POUT!:: but he'll be there all weekend and we will be so attractive together.
9. Erica is now part of the attractive club. #9. We are the multiples of 3. WHAT! WHAT!
All in all... i love erica, billie, danielle, zach, kat, briana, sister, and so many more.
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| tears of joy... no really. |
[25 Feb 2002|08:13pm] |
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Erica is here for me and she is here to help me through this. I need her because she is truly the ONLY one that understands. I love you.
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| my stummy is in so much pain. blah on it all. |
[25 Feb 2002|05:39pm] |
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 | My anthem is "Hand in my Pocket", by Alanis Morissette.
I coined the phrase "It's all good." I can see a bright side to every dark point in life, since everything in life is a delicate balance of good and bad. I can be a little childish at times, but that's just part of the whole inner peace thing...
Find out what YOUR anthem is HERE! |
i find this so very amusing. the one question that i answered no and that the no was very important was "do you agree that life's a bitch and then you die?" sigh... online tests are so very not-accurat. the thought of next weekend excites me. sigh... 5 more days. time to go back to bed.
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| I love Danielle, Erica and Gordy so much. |
[20 Feb 2002|11:14am] |
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wow... i shall write of my trip later. now i shall write of other things...
I am so fucking sick and tired of people making me feel guilty because Erica and I are really close. I am sick of feeling like I have a duty to spend time with everybody. Why the fuck can't people just be happy that we are so close again? I mean I was so damn happy when we were like best friends. I finally feel like we are going back to those happy times, and I have to worry about people saying that I am replacing them or some shit. I find very few things totally selfsish and that is one. The only purpose it servers is making me feel guilty about my happieness. That is bullshit. It makes me not want to talk to people. Just let it go. Fuuuck.
I got our New Year's/my birthday picutures... I miss Gordy, Danielle, Erica and me together. They are the cutest pictures. They are bad... but they are wonderful... they really got the night and us. I WANT IT BACK! I love you guys so much.
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